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[Saturday, April 3rd, 2004 @ 4:47pm] |
I give therese my cell phone for 2 seconds and this is the first thing she takes a picture of...Its always the quiet ones you should watch sheesh!
Dayumm!
I got him smiling! I had such a good one but the jackass deleted it =(
I havent updated in a few. Nothing really has been going on. Last night i went to pasedena with best interest. Therese augie philip and richie came too. Therese almost killed us all with her wonderful driving skills. Philip just kept me in the greatest mood all night... We all had a good talk about sex at dennys. Thanks for the advice kenji (mr big dick) Then me chris ryan kenji and jeff went back to kenjis house, played hackie sak in the dark for about an hour and waited for augie. After augie came we went to downey where this haunted mental institution thing was. It wasnt THAT scary it was more just freaky to be walking in the bedroom and see burned files on the floor with the curtains still up on broken windows. I couldve died! :O But its so much fun! Jeffs gunna try and find out which building to go in and hopfully well go back tonight. Im glad i didnt get in trouble for getting home so late. My mom just said call next time but i didnt wanna wake her up at 4 in the morning! Sheesh. Ill update more later suckers! Byeeeee ::waves::
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[Sunday, March 28th, 2004 @ 9:16pm] |
I had one of the best weekends since i could remember.
After school on friday.
Friday night
Saturday
Today
Biggest welt of my life right on my back! yay
Thank you Goodnight
Line of the week: What happend? You were a little rapper boy!
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[Saturday, March 27th, 2004 @ 8:45pm] |
LIGHT UP REEBOKS ARE MINE!
Richie in case you read this and havent gotten my ticket yet. DONT
But if you have anyone wanna buy my ticket for Sundays Show off me?
i dont want to go anymore.
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[Monday, March 22nd, 2004 @ 9:50pm] |
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Ochee Dokie. Today i woke up at 6 and went out to breakfast with sarah and jen. Came back to school...yay? Umm during ssr beyer let me bring sarahs cake to class and light it on fire. yay. miss campbell kicked a kid out of her class because the kid found sites of her posing nude. eww but yay. after school i came home and died on the couch. yay. I literally just had to lay there and my entire body just gave in and slept. yay. Nicole came and picked me up and we went on a little adventure. yay. I dont think me and her being in a car together is to smart.yay. I saw emma! yay. Its her birthday too and and and EMILYS! yay. Happy Birthday Emily. yay. Then i came home and talked my mommie into buying my shoes for me. yay. Now all im thinking is how the heck am i gunna pick up my ticket for sunday! yay. AHH im scared. yay. I dunno i dont feel like being to serious tonight. yay. i dont have that much energy. yay. Ochee well im going to sweep. yay. Night Night lovelys....yay?
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\\PS\\JAKES OUT OF HIS COMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That was the best feeling when i got that phone call. yay! Im so happy i could just um....do something happy people do. yay!
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[Saturday, March 20th, 2004 @ 11:38pm] |
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AHH. Why am i doing this to myself D: I say one thing and really believe it...but im feeling another. Yuck. Well tonight was freaken hilarious. Nicole and Alicia came and since i didn't wanna be home i managed to escape. We drove by huge homes and screamed like idiots outside the car so it would echo. Im so embarrassed...nicoles never seen me like that. Me and her man. I love her soo much. If she wasn't as hyper as i was tonight then i wouldve felt like a moron but it was all fun. Take care of my lucky charm mister! I hope it brings you luck. Nicole took meh home and i got a nice little lecture from my mom about friends. Great . no? That pretty much sums it up for my night. bye bye lil nig*a
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[Tuesday, March 16th, 2004 @ 8:04pm] |
Today has been one of the best days in a very long time. Woke up and didn't go to zero again. OOps? I went to sleep at 4 so cut me some slack. We had to take the exit exam which i will beat my self up over if i got even one wrong, that test was so easy. So after that none of us wanted to go back to class so we just went to Nicoles house and i brought Jennifer! Yay her first time ditching school. Yikes. Anyway there was really nothing to do so we came back HA! After fifth i just kind of hung around. Everyone left so i was just left to go home. I did and i see kenji in his car in the parking lot doing his homework. lol That was so random. So i bring him inside and we talk a little. Then jeff comes home and does his hair in the best ways ever. Oh Man. Jeff went to work and kenji was kind enough to stick around. We ended up talking for like 2 hours about just everything. It felt so good. Im beyond glad. After that Nache called me so we talked for a little. Then me and my sis talked and then i called brett and we talked. Then derek and i talked so yea a lot of talking. But its all so great. I love it much when it means something and it all does. Well i think im done talking for the night. Im still kinda thinking whether i wanna go on Friday or not. Saturday i really wanna go but if someone else doesn't go then i dont think ill have a ride unless best interest decides to come home. brett you know i love ya and am always here. Ochee. Byee
EveryPasinMoment: i love you.
EveryPasinMoment: forever and a freakin life time
EveryPasinMoment: cuz YOU MY MOTHER FUCKIN NANCE.
EveryPasinMoment: and we own the world
EveryPasinMoment: "like *censored*"
I Love You Nicole. I say that and i mean it because you are effin awesome.
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[Sunday, March 14th, 2004 @ 7:55pm] |
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Yet again another miserable day wasted. Did nothing but I'm getting used to doing nothing. I miss a lot of things but that's not a way to live. Im trying to be as positive about everything as possible. Trying to make the best of the situation I'm put in. No offense to Brittany but i really do not need your advice on the Derek issue. You do your own thing and leave me out of it. Bonnie has a big mouth. We had this huge argument. Her: Dang put a leash on your friend. Me: why dont you put a muzzle on your friends mouth. Now all her friends want to "take care" of me. Ha I find that pretty funny.
Never trust any body. Its honestly ridiculous how much one talks. You think you can trust someone, the next minute your hearing everything you told them come out of another persons mouth. That has got to be up there in the top 10 worst feelings. They say they wont say anything...tell another person and tell them not to say anything....and the chain goes on. Why cant you just keep your mouths shut? That's the tellers fault to though because you should have better judgment then that, but its not your fault when the person is a pathological liar. Spring break is in a few weeks. I definitely want it to be fun. So far we got six flags down. Im popping my cherry on that one. Jeff came home today. Tells me Ew why are you doing that to your ears which now brought my moms attention to it which of course made her start bitching about it. Sheesh. Im gunna go finish this useless homework that has no point in being given in the first place.©
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[Saturday, March 13th, 2004 @ 1:27am] |
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Woke up and didn't want to go to zero. I felt so exhausted i didn't even want to turn my body to look at the time. Jeffs cell alarm goes off 4 times with 5 minute gaps in between so its hard to catch those few extra minutes that seem to count. I hate waking up knowing you HAVE to get out of your bed which your body is perfectly alined with. The sheets are all warm and theres just that perfect cold spot on your pillow that your head happens to be laying on. I love that feeling. I went to school. Miss Richardson said she liked my vignette. Made me feel good because i actually put a lot of thought and effort into writing it. I like when the teacher reads out what we write but does it anonymously so we dont know who wrote it. You always look around and think who couldve written it and its ALWAYS the person you least expect. The quiet kid in the back that hardly ever says a word. Lunch time came and went. To be honest id rather just pass lunch now. Its the same boring thing over and over. We all just sit there. Some are mad that day...some are happy...every ones going through different things and its hard to keep up with what. You never really know whats going on inside ones mind. You'de think having these journals would help that but it doesn't. Those same people know that others will read it so they'll most likely put something in this that they feel will please their readers. All your read it Friday i did....Saturday me and...Sunday was... Nothing deep and meaningful. Never any names just a bunch of hes and shes which leaves people guessing and assuming its about them when it probably is. Its now a way of also saying things as indirectly as possible. Quite pathetic but who am i to talk. I used this for the lowest reason of all but that's far put behind me. Good News i aced my chem test. bad news is he wants to talk to me on Monday cause he suspects cheating. That scares me. My counselor said im in good condition to get into the college that Jen and I had wanted to go to since i could remember. Nicole here i come ♥ Well ill continue listening to song by my band ack ;) and try and find more things that Philip says funny. GoodNight ©
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[Thursday, March 11th, 2004 @ 6:22pm] |
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Cross your heart.... hope to die....stick a needle in your eye.
a cutthroat kiss records tonight.
so wish them luck
Good Bye
Peee Ess. When you get a chance make sure to visit www.playboy/cumallovermyface.html kthx
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[Wednesday, March 10th, 2004 @ 9:41pm] |
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well well well what do we have here? Jennifer and I talked things through and im giving her one more chance cause im a good person. Yesterday i saw jake again....That was um....not so bright. Today was ochee. After school i went to dereks where we did our homework or i tried to make him. Same difference. Shaun called! That was a nice lil chat we had there. Things have been good? This guy called me last night and when i answered he started singing. That was so great. Im gunna go shower now. Peace Out Boys and Girls.
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[Monday, March 8th, 2004 @ 10:01pm] |
The past couple days have been up and down. I finally had a talk with the jackass. I think id miss yelling at him about school most if anything really happened. Then I had a talk with Jen. Turns our she lied to me about something that i consider to be HUGE. Im so disappointed beyond words right now. I feel like im the one always getting mad about things. I also had a talk with cj. One i was scared to have but she made it all so much more comforting. Im glad she took the news well. My mom is being sarcastic and its not funny. You ever just have those days when anything someone says that they expect to be humorous isnt the least bit funny. Its one of them. I miss brett to be honest. I lost him the second everyone met him. Im glad weve been having those good talks though. Means a lot to me. I hope everything works out for the better.
We got our transcripts today for next years scheduling. Turns out im a shit load of credits ahead which is awesome. I can fail this entire year and it wouldn't hurt me one bit. Speaking of transcripts. Its so weird that im gunna be a junior next year. Well to me anyway. I feel like i just started at that shit hole and im gunna be going into my third year? Time flys by when your having fun which is why this school year went WOOSH! I think ive had the most drama then ive ever had in my life within this school year. Wow! What sucks the most is seeing how people change. You see where the followers go and where the leaders go. The results are quite sad but anticipated.
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[Saturday, March 6th, 2004 @ 8:23pm] |
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never regret anything that once made you happy because at some point you were doing exactly what you wanted
As hard as i try and i cant forget last night...its left me with the feelings that im stuck with now. Other then those the bands did great. Awesome turn out and good times. Jen n CJs first show and it was a good one. I never realized how annoying we can be when were all loud and obnoxious. I told my mom about 7 times for some people to just shut the fuck up and she agreed but oh well im like that sometimes too. Applause goes out to Lato. What a funny guy. Thursday night richie came down and picked up me and alicia. We went to LonG BeaCh! for our great buddy and my sister! nicole. <3 much love goes out to her and her family once again. "bailyville!" I thought it was extremely thoughful of chris to deticate their set to her. My cousins also drove down from jersey and was there last night which is a major surpise on my behalf.
Yea so whether i like it or not alot of things have been changing. Im not sure yet how i feel about this but i guess time will tell. Ive been having some really meaningful talks with derek. Ive never met a guy my age who i can get along with that well.
Listening to the used right now. I really dont know what it is about this band but they do more to me then just make sounds for me to listen to. As weird as that sounds i dont know how to explain what i feel when i listen to them without sounding insane. When they play all i can picture is viktor philip therese augie and me going to sacreds. Weird huh?
Well ill continue staring at screen names on my buddy list now knowing what to say to them.
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[Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004 @ 9:11pm] |
THeBoYNeXTDoOR3: Tomorrows Ass grabbing day! Tomorrow you'll be able to grab whoevers ass you wanna grab by spreading the word! You must send this to at least 8 people before 12:00 tonight or else your crush will fall in love with your best friend so get ready to get your ass slapped!! NO SEND BACKS!!!!!!!! .. GO GRAB SOMEONES ASS
Finally a meaningful chain letter and not only is it meaningful....its my effin day everyday So There
Id like everyone to know that i have 4% of Bretts friendship and i charish that with all my heart <3 ya P.P.
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[Sunday, February 29th, 2004 @ 6:26pm] |
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My mom woke me up this morning. I went out to eat with my parents, came home and practically did nothing. Ive been having these really awesome dreams lately. If i have one tonight itll be a week straight on the same continuous dream. Their the type of dreams that can actually become reality its just a matter of time...time that i cant wait for. I feel like letting a few things off my chest so read on if youd like if not then that's pretty much all. Bye Byes
( YucK )
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[Saturday, February 28th, 2004 @ 9:14pm] |
Ugh can any thing else go wrong
Today i woke up and my mom was telling me how she made a promise to herself to go watch this one movie. So i went with her today. We saw the passion of christ. Oh Man what a movie. I cried and had the chills through the entire thing. Ive never seen such an envolved audience before either. People were screaming at the screen and crying like crazy. Good movie i recommend you watch it. Last night kinda sucked. I wanted to talk to philip about something so jeff said gimme 5 minutes which turned out to be an hour so by the time i got back he was gone. D: Then tonight i sort of got screewed over. Id rather not talk about it. I really wish i went to Fresno with best interest but i didnt so much luck to them. I think im gunna call it a night. Byee
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[Friday, February 27th, 2004 @ 2:19pm] |
Thats for Viktor and Alicia
Im not going to go on and type up a happy entry while one of my friends is baring more pain then anyone should. I am terribly sorry nicole. If i could help with anything i would and that all goes without saying.
the weddings off...its all fake and im tired of the lies. I dont know what the heck i was thinking.
Richie scared the sheet out of me last night. We had a good talk id say.
Best Interest got their effin awesome ass shirts last night! Theyre also on the first page of pure volume. Can i get a hell yea! Hell Yea! Alright im done now. Later Days
<3
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[Tuesday, February 24th, 2004 @ 10:02pm] |
Today was alright. I just effin love how people want to bais their relationship on OPENNESS and HONESTY yet wont repeat what they say...Not saying any names "Jackass".
Im annoyed! Yuck im so annoyed with how people act its bothering me ewwie whats wrong. I need to get over it and not care. But im annoyed so HA take that bitches!
Ochee so today i basically found out my math teacher is a moron, my chem teacher is a fag, girls like to play dumb, i dont have patients for dumb girls, im pretty dumb myself for calling them dumb, but atleast i dont make it that obvious. Do i?
My Beby Girl Nicolie is sick D: i hope you get better my darling.
Richie came to south. Viktor and "Phil" ewwwie! came to my home. Fun visit till philip was busting a nancy. Whatever...
Viktor cant slap ass if his life depended on it HAHA Sucker! altho the last one was pretty good gotta give you a LITTLE props for that.
Dereks Gay. =Þ
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[Sunday, February 22nd, 2004 @ 11:47pm] |
Today was such a lazy day. I sat on my ass the whole time pretty much. I accomplished alot though. I reorganized my notebooks, told jennifer she was turning into a slut, found out i was gunna be a good mom one day, talked about how our kids will act and be, talked to kenji about cake, and did my homework. Tomorrow everyones going to knotts. I dont really feel up to it. The show last night was great. As much as i love the rain, having a show while raining blows beyond the wind. Nicole was here and I'm glad everything went smoothly. Shes great and doesnt even know it. Poor thing :D The bands all did well. Some dont think they did \\cough+cough\\. I saw Philip cry yesterday too. No school tomorrow. I dont think im doing anything special. Eh well thats pretty much all. No need to dwell or talk about whats wrong cause i like to stay positive and focus on the right...even if there is so little that is right.
ALMOST FORGOT!! (almost means not :D) You all better effin congratulate Cutthroat Kiss for getting a 4 wheeled tralier. Hell yea! Im happy for you boys.
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